What The Future May Hold

College. Such a scary yet exciting word. I remember being a little girl, and seeing all the college students and thinking "that's going to be me one day." Now that day has come. I am one of those college kids. It doesn't even seem real, thinking that. I still remember my very first day of kindergarten like it was yesterday, and in 2 weeks I move into my dorm room. Its so surreal, the thoughts of the future. Why is it the anything new can scare the hell out of us? Almost to the point of not starting it. That happens to me a lot more than I think it should. Although I've learned once you get over that one second of the fear of starting something new and start thinking what good may come, that's the moment we actually start living.

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